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Bye​-​bye

by Lellek Jazz

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1.
The hyena sleeps, they're inside a dream yet they wag their tail - it's like a machine hyena, do you hear my wish? I don't want you to stay like this But sometimes things don't work out the way you would want them to, no (living in a soft dream) It makes sense for them in a world so big to turn off, tune out, find another gig that fits their specific needs Beneath the fur the dream proceeds I never ever thought about dying so often before The hyena whimpers in their sleep get a glimpse of fears that run so deep that it might be their end a condition they can't comprehend the years that passed us by make themselves known more and more the things that mattered most, they are all getting lost in the war the hyena smiles, it's all a dream they know that nothing there is real
2.
Aral Blue 03:27
2 Tickets to paradise take a little breather now that we've seen her again it might surprise you how much I need you we're walking in the dark, we're headed for the blue I'm gonna buy some things, some things for me and for you let's get some cigarettes, let's get some alcohol another bag of chips, the blue, the blue, the blue -a dream come true a sparkle in the dark a flash in the distance drawing your eyes to the sky we've got the high ground, restless and unbound a night like any other a secret to uncover this most refreshing color our eyes can see we're walking in the dark, we're headed for the blue I'm gonna buy some things, some things for me and for you let's get some cigarettes, let's get some alcohol another bag of chips it's just the 2 of us, don't care 'bout anyone else forget my failing health, don't care about what's his face? this is the end of the road, there is no hope for you we cannot crack the code, the blue, the blue, the blue
3.
Take the L-Train, no place like home given free rein inside the aerodrome I know I'm scaring people off but why, I've already gone way too soft lots of people don't want me around no doubt because I always bring them down of course it couldn't hurt to try to part with my delusions, bye-bye eat my maccheroni fist strong opinions, let them be heard heard by people all over the world a tale as old as time itself we're doomed and it's too late to get help
4.
so there I was, oh my, alone and forgotten about I wasn't sure how to respond other than to black out bye-bye, before I knew it they were already gone gemini, from this point on I dream alone so here I go again and nothing ever goes as planned and yet I persevere because my whining is in low demand bye-bye, I'm at your doorstep but there's nobody home gemini, from this point on I dream alone all I know is that I want you back in my life
5.
Fox Onion 03:28
6.
Isar Center 03:01
find the center of your soul now move as far away as you can to be stuck inside a mall makes you regret being born again your daily dose of wonder prepare to have your mind blown it makes a noise like thunder that's heard by only you alone soothing and calm, the light so bright and clear I can't describe the joy it gives me dropping the bomb, the ground is shaking this place has just ceased to be when you're lost inside these halls just turn your life around completely a girl that lives inside the walls the parts that fit together neatly a vicious rollercoaster prepare for action, get in line the end is getting closer I'm not depressed, i'm feeling fine
7.
Aah Ooh 02:43
drink from the well of held back tears it kills me look at me, perplexed and mystified and shout: aah and ooh aah and ooh and aah pause and try to take it all in what's happening? what's the matter, what is wrong with them?
8.
was thrown into this labyrinth, been running in circles ever since if I could do it all again, everything would turn out the same still would have no money, still would have no time I can't do things just by myself, sometimes I need a little help some of the boys just stare and shrug, can't fault them for not giving a fuck they don't have the patience, they would rather die than give the heisei princess, give her the time of day I don't have the money, I don't have the time
9.
the reason for your crushing betrayal will continue to be most mysterious to me maybe one day we'll meet again and you'll share all your secrets with me
10.
Monte Video 03:03
I'm at the video store/ I love the video store they and I hold the key what classics you'll see what might it be type a or type b? find a groovy movie come visit our store, there's so much to adore pick a flick, get some popcorn tell us what's on your mind, leave your worries behind, yeah, yeah get some liquor for free let loose, have a treat this is the selection to beat we got everything you need we're at the video store/ we want more videos
11.
Le Bazar 02:44
it took you forever to really get to know them it was through no fault of your own they simply felt completely numb the expression on their face reflects how you feel about this place vacillate between hope and despair just leave and find your luck elsewhere a moment of self reflection here at le bazar stop fooling around and clean yourself up get your shit together you know very well that you're pushing your luck nothing lasts forever you can feel their gaze on you, they're peeking into your brain they can't accept their fate, the role they play, so mundane
12.
this is a nice place you've got all your things and your chair and you feel safe inside you got a great face you got pretty skin and shiny hair and that sparkle in your eyes haven't you heard the news? this whole thing is going to hell so get out while you still can it's dangerous to go alone I will always be by your side so we can escape genocide this is a warm light enveloping my body, making me feel so alive this is not the time to fight we have to hurry the fuck up so that we can survive this, this is the place/ such a nice place
13.
I'm doing something else, doing something else and though I'd love to see your face I'm still doing something else I thought it'd be okay you gave me the thumbs up even though life is tough and everything's fucked up 'is this not what you wanted, what you wanted?' I keep asking myself my stupid mind is haunted, mind is haunted and I'm calling for help this feeling's kinda strange, feeling's kinda strange you say I seem deranged oh, how things have changed I'm going through the motions as if I was in control though it looks like I'm moving closer to my goal I'm doing something, I'm doing something else
14.
you won't see me at the golden place lost my ability to find true happiness who am I? I am nobody I will die as I have lived on the edge of getting somewhere and then failing to progress I just know that nothing's gonna change nothing means anything I move from a to b stare at the ceiling the point I fail to see all the things I deemed important I have thrown into the trash It's just me, a useless mutant do I deserve this? yeah, I guess I just know that they think so too everybody who once knew me they don't think of me at all in fact they're actually quite happy they can no longer recall I just know that I'd be happy too In my dreams they're smiling at me and they're stretching out their hands I am loved and I am welcome and I got a second chance I just know this could never be reality
15.
sometimes I wish I could fly away like Elvis, shooting towards the sky and you say I could crash any day intense emotion washes over me I'm inbetween worlds flowing from one state to the next a change has just occured an unexpected success it doesn't matter where we go though it's good to know that we can still try and break out and leave this place

about

As my obsession hits fever pitch I say bye-bye to a lot of things

someone's passion died, a universe ended

I can only hope to recapture that magic someday but I'm unlikely to succeed no matter how hard I'll try.

This is for
-the people living the heteronormative rise & grind beerbelly life
-the dirtbag left
-the narcissists
-the people who fit into binary systems
-the people who can separate the art from the artist
-the sticky cruddy potheads
-the boys club
-the nepo kids
-the breeders
-the FIFA players
-the ghouls
-the boomers
-the university students
-the timid little girls
-the middle aged punks
-the young men
-the successful artists
-the people who have found their niche
-those who've cracked the code

-but most of all - it's for YOU <3 <3 <3

Flaunt the imperfection

Special thanks to Ilja, Alexei, Melissa, Lindsay, Marie, Lisa, Veronica, Aelita, Dan, Franz, Enrique, Florian, Eva, Dug, Mom & Dad

and most of all thank you to Leah (lingghidorah.bandcamp.com)
the love of my life, for always, *always* being there for me and for putting up with my wild mood swings and all that crap
You are and will continue to be the best, always and forever <3

recorded and produced in the waking area (Ig: waking_area, YT: @wakingarea )

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released August 22, 2023

written, recorded & produced by lellek jazz
Voices & Translation on Track 9 by Melissa Jagenow, Lindsay Keft (lindsaykeft.bandcamp.com) & Marie de Azcarate

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